I hate it when you care about and love someone so much but they can’t be close to you without it being something more.  I know that sounds really selfish but it sucks when the majority of your history with someone you really really care about consists of frustrating relationships or failed friendships.  I miss you, but you screwed up and I screwed up.  I moved on and I thought you did too.  Stop reminding me how part of me never will move on from you.. God I hate not talking to you. sfjhsfksadfa